I could be completely wrong ya know......

Ok so scratch my last actual post. The blind date thing wasn't a flop. In fact, it turned into my first happy Valentines day ever! HAHA! It's been so long since I just felt content like this. Just plain happy. A smile on my face, no complaints about school or the wreck that is my room, not a care in the world. She should know this, how happy she's made me. I hope she is too, she really does deserve it. The odd thing is that I don't know what it is that's making me happy. Perhaps it's just her being there but there's a little something more....they way we talk. It takes a little bit to crack her shell and get her talking, which I actually find kinda fun, but when she does its really interesting. Perhaps that's what is the most alluring thing. The fact that she's an enigma. Her feelings aren't out on her sleeve and dispite the advent of facebook I know almost nothing about her save what she tells me. Very few people can do this to me. Most I can read like an open book without having to interact too much. But she has total control over what I do and do not know, which fascinates me and makes every little peice of information a gift. That's all for now, I'll spaz out planning a third date later I suppose.